Monday, March 21, 2011

The man was set in prison inside of me for forgery or perjury I don't remember. Sometimes I can hear him singing he sings about how dark it is next to my vital organs sometimes when I lay outside in my bikini he sings about a faint red glow. He does not like it inside of me pressed into my organs in the shapes inside of the human body it is not all soft in there the bones. I do not like him inside of me I can feel him move sometimes or once even claw and sing often I do my part I want to make things better.
Do I know that he claws to get out? No. I can not say that for sure. That this is the best way to rehabilitate our criminals I can not say for sure either. You must ask wasn't I convicted once and what was I thinking then to put a criminal in my body what changed do you feel regret. Sometimes I am at a party and I have to talk about keeping a prisoner in my body. I was only convicted on one account--I want to do my part to make things better. I do not feel regret for overcoming inaction. I could not say that a man is punished unjustly and be no part of the punishment. Yes I agreed to put a man a criminal in my body. Action is only just.
A man at the party takes off my blonde wig and puts it on his head. The prisoner in my body tickles my ribs it would be like clanking a steel dish across prison bars the man believes I am laughing at him it is a painful laugh he wants inside of me I tell him that is only figurative we go to his house to have sex he asks me do I feel regret.
I do not know that putting the man in my body was the correct measure for the crime I cannot remember. You must not feel regret for having acted only for having acted wrong which is a deficiency of thought a failure of spirit which is laziness.
"Forgery or perjury is a moral crime, and infliction against the character of our identity a viscous skewing of our shared reality."
The man in my bed tries to impress me I do not know that he cares the prisoner is gone so deep inside of me I do not know he will ever come out. When I drink my liver floods him with fluids of the poison directly is this excessive is it a matter of punishment or the course of the punishment it is bile he is covered in bile and he wouldn't be if I didn't drink and once I didn't know this I didn't know that when I drank I covered him in bile but it came upon me I realized this is what happens this is the result of my drinking I know for all future drinks that this will happen am I responsible for the drinks I had before I knew?
"Do you regret putting this man in your body?"

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