A short and probably incomplete list of my religious experiences

1. A weekend church retreat as a teenager. It was a very lonely weekend. I didn't know anyone and wasn't any good at making friends. There were lots of church services that weekend. The other attendees were raising their hands and standing up during the songs, droopy eyes in ecstasy. I tried to emulate this and I remember at the time feeling something that felt like a religious experience, but pretty quickly after that weekend I started wondering if I had forced it or faked it and wondered how many other people felt that way too.
2. That time on salvia. Yeah, way too intense. I was floating in outer space and felt a group of stars calling me home. There was much more to it than that, but such is the nature of these things that I can't write them down. Dumb as it may sound, this experience allowed me to form an adult conception of spirituality. After this I was able to pin down some convictions. I've been working from them since.
3. I vaguely remember sitting in Sunday school thinking about heaven and having a vivid image of a highly structured society, angels, white robes, etc.